August 18, 2020

kintsugi

slant-wise, sideways, 

come to me now.

lover long wished for,

come now or never,

come soon or too late

come crookedly to me.


slant-wise, sideways,

come to me now.

man i've never known,

bend to me tender

cup my jagged heart

tightly against your chest.


slant-wise, sideways,

come to me now.

let your broken bits

be smooth and gentle

let them not grate rough

upon my open hands.


slant-wise, sideways,

come to me now.

never to be owned,

see the best in me

do not call it weak

but love it all the more.


slant-wise, sideways,

come to me now.

man of my late dreams,

come a crooked way

bitter detour path

no meadow, but a wood.


slant-wise, sideways,

come to me now.

bring a phoenix love

bring a begging bowl

one that doesn't leak

with every offering.


slant-wise, sideways,

come to me now.

build a crooked house,

waning moon above,

build a bentwood bed

to rest our weary souls.


Kintsugi - The Art of Embracing Imperfection | North ...



August 16, 2020

on pain of waking

in dreams i know who i am,

limitless, surefooted,

free of pain

i relearn poise

how to hush and hold myself

folded into the flow

it's easy to be wise when 

animals speak and humans don't

no lies are told in dreams

i listen to the deer with human eyes

and see through walls to 

star glitter or sunrise

my shoulders sprout wings

creamy, surprising things, and

even though i never fly in dreams

it's a wonder and comfort

just to feel them there

but every morning,

i'm just me again





ashes, ashes...

some of the worst days come when we are nostalgic about something we never really had: true love, certainty, time... our memories hold false...